Target achieved but through the wrong way.

My weight has gone down in week times.
I was shocked yet excited when I saw the digit came out.
Oh well, as long I'm having a healthy life ahead, I'm willing to bear with everything.
Ahem few more weeks to go.

I'm looking forward my good future:)


God bless me.

红绿灯

3月22日，我的人生起了很大的变化，让自己有点不知所措。






一直想给自己写下一篇很好的日记。
这一次。








伤口现在还隐隐约约的疼着，看着日历，还有8天就能把伤口上的钉书机给拆了。
有时候觉得自己真的很勇敢，一个月的时间就这样很快过了。
好希望这一切都只是一场梦，可真得碰上了，也躲不了了，也熬过了。
以后还有很漫长的路，有谁会知道发生声么事情呢？




在医院的那七天，刻骨铭心。
家人亲戚爱人朋友同事的关心爱护照料，铭记在心。
自己所受的痛苦无助害怕，自己知。
护士的悉心照料让我感觉自己好无助，但，都过去了。
回到家，还是最棒的。




现在走的每一步也许跟你们会不一样，不过我有很爱我的爸爸妈妈男朋友家人亲戚，
够了吧？认命也许就是最好的解药，凡事顺其自然。
做人要向前看，过了的事情就让它过去。-男人的妈妈说
嗯，还我健康就好了。








很快的，我又自由了，等我吧。




















黄洁雯

Be with you

Felt excited more than unsecure-ness!

Everything should have no problem after the 12nd!

A big clap to my braveness and the big support from my boy.

Spent most of the times with the boy during the CNY.

Felt happiness yet must thanks to the people by treating my boy so relative!

Glad that i could get along well with his family and relatives,

therefore, he deserves the same thing too. 

((:

Sweet memories are meant to keep inside the depth of our hearts.

Never ended.

Well,

a good year ahead to both of us.

Let's huat!!

The End.

KL here i go!

Woohoo!

One more day to go, i will be able to meet up with the birthday boy!

Can't wait !!!

Sadly, the morning flight does affect my mood cause i need to wake up at 5 plus in the early MORNING!!

It would be another tiring yet unforgettable trip for me.

Well,

as life is short.

Daph, u should enjoy to the max!!

((:

I am so excited looking forward to the pre-CNY trip with the love one!

The End.

Resolution of the 2011

A new start of Daphne, in 2011.

Due to my poor English, lots of grammar mistake,

i hereby decided to blog with English, which means, no more Chinese?

Ahem. It should be maintain, to make it as a habit.

I've been working in Singapore for more than 2 years plus since when?

Getting aged by days, having a poor memory doesn't seem to be a good thing to me.

Good things are to be taken into the heart, always.

Sometimes, bad things are not that bad, is a good way of growing myself up.

There's some resolutions of the 2011 are to be pointed out and take it seriously,

eventually, make those happen!

First of all, it's all about work.

Self reflection and improvement are the key points.

Nobody will never satisfy with the current position, especially when you are so keen on making more money from the company!

Since the 1st of Jan, I am glad to have this results with the little improvement.

To be honest, it's all about whether are you willing to put in the effort,

and a little bit of the luck.

I believe in myself, and yesh, thanks to the past, i have finally grown up.

My future, is either 'yes' or 'no' .

Secondly, MONEY.

When comes to money, i am getting headache at most of the time.

The more i earn, the more i spend.

My needs are getting more nowadays, spend money like breathe, non-stop.

For the 2011, cut down the luxurious, the spending, the longing.

As i am already in 22 this year, need more money for future need(really a need).

I need a car, to make the journey becomes easier safer and faster.

Seeing friends like so enjoying their life now, nothing to be bothered.

Ain't i supposed to live in the same way, what causes myself by suffering here?

Aisks,, may i just have a strike for the 4D, once?

Third, Parents.

They are my love, the most precious ones.

I hope i could have more times to be with them, i do really miss them.

They are always being there for me, no matter what issues.

I love them, no doubt.

Lastly, the love one, K.son.

It's very hard to find a person who is so insanely in love with you,

promises you to hold each others hands till the death do us apart.

It's the most romantic thing ever.

Thanks for everything, my love.

((:

PS:

Another objection!

Keep Fit! 43KG target set!

ROAR.

Wish me have a good year of 2011 ahead!

HUAT AH HUAT AH!!

The End.

Everything is so real.

Don't wish to back to the reality.

Everything is so real.

I admit i am kinda no life person whenever i am in SG.

rarely to see myself have much outings or drinking sessions with friends, colleagues, etc.

Am i really so keeping myself away from those entertainments?

I need em thou, from the heart.

Why everything is so complicated?

My baby dear, you know, i miss you badly now.

If i could change something, i hope i would not be so half-hearted in ways.

Shall i back to the school time or continue earning money?

Thinking of everyone lives once in a life.

Why not trying something that has never tried before?

Even though i myself know that end up it will be in vain?

Ahem, shall see.

I believe in faith.

I judge my life.

Don't ever try to get nerve on me,

once the balloon is burst,

i bet u will have a good happy ending there.

Don't be too self-styled, there's too many people who are much more talented than u!

HAHAHAHA.

Baby dear's birthday is coming soon.

Guess no special surprises for him in this year?

This year is counted by the sincerity,from deepest heart.

no luxurious, no special events,

but have me, the special love one!

Teehee ((:

I am tremendously anticipating the days coming.

Happy Holidays to us!

Happy Future to us!

Happy Together to us!

Least but not last,

HAPPY 416 DAYS TO YOU AND ME!

The End.

犹豫不决

刚刚才过21岁生日不要一个月

怎么那么快就22岁了?

AHEM.

不想做抉择 

举棋不定是我现在最大的绊脚石

快乐重要还是钱重要?

心里头的不满像颗气球一直在被吹大

殊不知几时会'嘭'    爆炸了

听了无数的建议 内心知道不管听了多少

决定权还是自己

是不是不管我付出多少 都不会有人在意

这种心情 只有我了 因为你们不是我

用钱买来的浪漫永远都不会比用心来的好 不是吗

只会花男人的钱来让自己增值的女人 不羞耻吗

自己有手有脚 干不了活?

有谁赚钱容易 何不想想如何利用自己的本事

让彼此的的感情起更多的化学作用?

最受不了那些不管去哪里都花男人的钱的女人

女人们的骨气 去了哪里?

不需要三天两头到处炫耀你们过得有多幸福

我们知道你们很'幸福'  真的

老天快点给我抉择！

The End.

内心戏

三千烦恼丝

很别切！

The End

two is better than one

还是觉得身边多了一个你心情会好一些

做什么事情都还有个人可以给点意见

你知道我就爱你的成熟稳重的心态

恨不得现在马上出现在你面前 

做你身边的小女人(虽然我已经是了!)

每天抱着你睡觉 牵着你的手出门

分享每天发生的大小事情

而不是每天只能对着电话听着你的声音

很多人问我

'你们怎么可以搭汉?'

'你不怕他在那里做什么对不起你的事?'

'你们每天都联络?'

我会说

'为什么不可以,都这样过了一年多了啊'

'有些人即使每天见面可是还是有外遇,有差吗请问?'

'那时一定的!没有一天是断过的!'(不过是真的有一天罢了)

我知道我很珍惜他 他也很珍惜我

因为我们知道那是爱

经历了风风雨雨 开心的不开心的

都是为了我们的未来好

爱情的世界不能太过依赖 偶尔也要有点小独立

让彼此的感情变得更加的巩固

我很开心我已经有了决定

我看到我们的未来了 这是谁也改变不了的

我只会让那个懂我的你来爱我一辈子

我知道我们很快就能熬过来了

因为我看到了晴天

就在不久的将来

   ♥♥♥

The End.

what a tiring month to me

was supposed to upload picture,

due to the big mega pixel,

i decided not to wait for it.

To me,

December should have lots of fun and fulfill with loves, gifts.

This year, 2010.

Was kinda disappointed, upset, pissed off and

LONELY!!

I am going to be stay alone at house on the coming christmas eve.

close shop at 9pm.

probably will reach home by 10pm?

will be facing my iphone all night long i guess.

how pathetic.

That's the reason why i don't like to stay in SG.

no transportation, no friends, laziness, expensive-ness.

Everywhere is all about $$.

To a person who needs to save up money,

it's pretty difficult to go out till late.

thinking of the cab fares,

i will faint.//

Give myself half a year time to think of it.

I hope by the time,

everything could go as smooth as possible.

I don't wish to waste my youth and my precious time on it.

It's not worthy.

I need to find a way to make myself happy and feel graceful everyday.

it should not come to this situation at this moment,

Should it?

I need a GOOD LUCK!!

LOL.

The End.